Tuesday, May 5, 2009

:-(

Do you ever feel like getting in a car, and leaving? I do. I want to take my baby sometimes and go somewhere for a while, until my husband realizes how much he'd miss me, and how much I do for him, and how much I add to his life. But maybe...I don't add that much to his life, and maybe he wouldn't miss me as much as I hope, and maybe I don't do a lot for him. Maybe I'm more trouble than help.
It's just one of those days in marriage when I feel completely helpless and completely sad. Nothing really big happened, I'm not going to do anything drastic. But man, these days really suck.
Sorry for the very honest rant. I love my husband, but man am I frustrated right now:-(

1 comment:

  1. We've all been there so don't worry about ranting...if you ever would like to drop Barclay off here for a couple of hours, Eric and I would be happy to watch him one evening while you guys go on a date. That way, you'd be close, you can call as often as you want to check up on him, etc. Think about it! We'd love to do it!

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