Saturday, March 6, 2010


The day I found out I was pregnant with Barclay, was one of the best of my life. I remember my heart pounding as I waited for the results of that pregnancy test. I remember my mind and heart being consumed with thoughts of this baby. I remember laying awake at night just imagine how it would be. To say I was excited is an understatement.
In planning for a second child, I just wasn't sure that I COULD be as excited. I mean, it's not new, I already have a sweet baby to cuddle, I'm not alone all day just thinking and dreaming...
I was wrong.
Ever since I saw that little plus sign over a week ago, my heart and mind have made room....and I am now consumed not only with my little Barclay still...but with this sweet little baby that I have never met.
I've actually realized that if it is possible, I am more excited. Because I know how good it truly is.


  1. It gets better too. Just wait till Barclay meets this new little one... the first time he feels your belly jump or move, the first time he sees the baby....

    Alina was about 16 months old when I delivered Raziel. The first thing she did when she saw him was hold out her little arms to hold him. It was adorable.

  2. even with my FIFTH positive it was JUST as exciting (if not MORE) than the first =)

    isn't that crazy?


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