Tuesday, May 11, 2010

If things had gone the way I'd planned...

I would be enjoying the second trimester of pregnancy. Preparing for two sweet babies. I would be wearing dresses that showcased my 16 week bump. I would be feeling movement and preparing to find out the genders. Barclay would be saying his new favorite word, "Baby" to my stomach.
But they didn't. Instead I'm here at the beginning again. Square one. Even through all the pain and all the sadness and hurt...I am beginning to see how it will one day work for good.


  1. If things were going the way I'd planned, I'd be graduating this August and getting married within a year. Instead I've had to push everything way back since I herniated a disk last fall. I wouldn't dream of comparing situations or belittling what you've been through but I wanted you to know that you're not alone in pining for what could have been.

  2. I love you HJ. You'll make it honey. I know it is painful, you are a strong woman. I am praying for you.


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